There's only 100 days until I leave for the airport to return home. 100. It doesn't feel like that long, it feels like I should still have seven months left, but I don't. I've been here for 246 days, or for 8 months and a day.
I can't comprehend that in 246 days I will see my mom, sister, brother, and family again. I miss my dog oh so much and she is the one I miss the most! I don't want to leave my life here. Some of it is because I've forgotten how I lived and how my life went back in the US, some of it is is that I will have to return back to a life of responsibilty, and some of it is is that this is my life, I feel as though I don't belong back home. I've grown so much and I don't feel the same as I did when I left.
I feel as though I will be lost when I go back home. Driving on the same roads I did a year ago won't have the same feelings because rather I'm thinking of my friends and what they are doing and what would I be doing if I was still in Finland.
This isn't a long heartfelt post but I will say thank you to everyone who talked to me at school or whoever I came into contact with. Thank you for giving me good memories to take home with me and cherish forever. Exchange tears your heart into two; part wants to go home and the other part wants nothing more then to stay.
Here are some pictures from through out my exchange
Until Next Time.
Hailey
(click on the photo's to make them bigger)
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